I am ALIEN

Keeper

(cont.)

He seemed to love me more and more as the days pass by. There were time that I really want to breakup (Idk I was acting childish, I’m sorry) with him but he always do his best not to. He’s my everything, my sun, my moon, my happiness, my sadness, my strength and my weakness. Five months have passed and I’m still in shocked about how things went. Everything was unplanned. I do realized that it wasn’t I who put fate in my hands, but God. Every day, I thank Him for giving me the best relationship ever, after all these trial and error.

To my guy, hi babe. :> Sorry kasi minsan sobrang childish ko, or kung inaattempt kong makipagbreak minsan. Thank you, hindi ka naggive up sa atin. Hihi. Oo alam kong sawa ka na mabasa yung story natin kasi lagi ko ata ginagawa to pero I felt like I have to every once in a while. Hayaan mo, pag tumanda na tayo hindi lang ikaw kekwentuhan ko, pati mga apo natin. *wink wink* Joke lagi akong nagkekwento dito about sa lovelife ko. HAHAHAHA And hopefully, eto na yung last time hehe. I love you babe, wag ka maggigive up satin please kahit magattempt uli ako kasi feeling ko hindi ko talaga kakayanin. :( PLEASE WAS MO RIN TO PAKITA SA IBA NAGMAMAKAAWA AKO HAHAHAHAHA pero ayun, yay, 5 months na tayo :>

Happy 5th month babyyyy, patunayan natin sa kanila na may forever tayo C: 

I love you Julian Gerard Osorio Lee! :*

Oha full name pa yan. HAHAHA

- KOALA

PS. Sorry sa grammatical errors, minamadali ko na kasi HAHAHAHA LOVE YOU!

Keeper

(cont.)

There’s this girl that I thought was pretty so I told him her name, and to my surprise, he thought that she was indeed pretty and he wants to befriend her for me. Tch. The next thing I knew is that he’s been liking and commenting on the girl’s posts. Wrong move, indeed. I thought he’s gonna say meh but I was wrong. I think he’s starting to have a crush on her but he never told me anything, and I was too shy to confront him because he might knew that I’m falling for him.

My whole world stopped when I carelessly confessed that I was indeed falling for him. I don’t wanna let him go. In my mind, I was like, “Can’t I be happy just for once?” because it really hurts me to know if the next thing he’ll confess me is he’s falling for another girl that’s not me. I won’t let that happen. And so I just did and to my surprise, yay, the feelings were mutual!

February 15, 2016: Monday - We decided to watch Deadpool (Dami kong time no, may plate pa ko nan pero pinili ko sya HAHAHAHA) and to my surprise, he was waiting inside the bathroom of our dormitory for 2 hours (I think?). (POTA DITO KO NAREALIZE  NA GUSTO NGA TALAGA NIYA AKO SERYOSO SIYA WALANG HALONG BIRO OO ALL CAPS KASI NAGULAT TALAGA AKO OH MY GOSH LORD THIS IS IT!)  He covered my requested song and after it, he told me to go to the bathroom and as I opened the door, he was there, holding a bouquet of (Paper?) flowers and a chocolate.

February 17, 2016: Wednesday - This is the day I promised to be his girl, forever, although that wasn’t planned again. I wanted to let my parents know about us before I actually say yes but eh, fuck it. I want this guy.  I love him so much to the point that I laid my eyes on every girl that I caught talking to him. He’s the best I’ve ever had. He proved that he wasn’t a typical heartbreaker. He’s a loyal gentleman.He’s unlike any other.

to be continued…

Keeper

(cont.)

As a girl, it’s a big deal for my ego to ask a guy out, but I carelessly asked him out for lunch one day. It was our first time to have lunch together. (although there are three of us lol) Sabi kasi nila, ‘pag gusto mo yung tao, go for it lang.

I also remembered the day he intend to go to my dorm because he knew that I was drunk. (Pota naging crush ko sya lalo kasi sino ba namang “concerned friend” lang bibisitahin ka kasi nakainom ka) He was unlike any other guys, I can assure that. We also, unexpectedly, spent Paskuhan together. I was forced by my blockmates to call him for them to get to know if he was good for me or nah.

We spent our Christmas break apart but within that month, we never stopped talking to each other. As day goes by, I seem to be more excited for the day we’ll finally meet until the second semester of the academic year came. From my point of view, we were closer than before. I think I’m starting to fall for this guy. No. We were meant to be friends and it’s all that I could ask for. I don’t wanna ruin this.

I was planning to do something special for his birthday but it was ruined because his past partner wants him back (That’s what he at least told me) and I kinda became conscious that maybe I was getting overboard in this friendship. He called me when he wasn’t okay. I was there, although it hurts me inside knowing that it hurts him. As his close friend, it was my duty to comfort him, regardless of the reason. I knew that I was not alright that time, but at least he’s a bit better.

I only bought him a small cake and gave him a portrait of him on his birthday. I didn’t want him to notice that he was extra special for me. I guess that was for him being there for me when no one else was too.

We exchanged I love you’s and shit I have really no idea where we’re going. Should I just go for it or nah?

to be continued…

Keeper

(cont.)

One evening, as I was scrolling through Facebook, there was this guy who added me as a friend. When I look into EA’s group chat, I saw that he was one and so I started to know some more details about him but nah, I’m not that interested.

One evening, he chatted me for no reason. I thought he just wants to befriend me and I’m fine with it. I didn’t showed any interest because he was younger and he’s “pacool kid” in my point of view.

I thought that that was our first and last talk, but I was wrong. It was followed by consecutive chats until I, myself, started noticing to develop a crush on him. It was a crush, nothing serious. It’s because he called one night, and he started to sing for me. His voice was good, and by the way he looks, it’s not that bad. 

I decided to see him personally and see if he was any good. By the way, I have some serious crush thingy on my blockmate but I started noticing that he likes someone else and I thought their feelings were mutual. I started to befriend him, (my orgmate) thinking that I could just turn away from these feelings. Anyway, he’s not that bad. In fact, he’s a gentleman, which makes it a bit turn on for me. He’s unlike any fuck boys out there, he’s a gentle giant. I started to develop these feelings for him as our time goes by.

I tried everything that I can to have a reason for chatting or seeing him. I even asked my friend to pass by their building even though our building is far from theirs. And I never failed! Good grief, he was with our org president and I got the chance to say hi from our pres (hihi kunwari) then yay he noticed me. *insert happy me*

I wanted to be his closest friend so bad that I’ll do anything just to stay in touch with him. And so I did. Luckily, he was not that snob type of a guy, but I was pretty scared that he’ll gonna have to replace me with a girlfriend (or someone else) one day. For me, it was fine to be his close friend, I don’t even care if he’s going to friendzone me one day for having a crush on him. It’s just feels nice to have a friend like him, we kinda share the same story together.

to be continued…

Keeper

Imma tell you a little story about how I got my keeper.

It all started when I saw the staff list of the event on our university via Facebook. One night, as I was scrolling on my news feed, I saw a post about an org recruiting staff for an upcoming event. At first, I was hesitant to join because of my plates but nah, I have to do it at least once in my college life. So I put on my name and hoped for the best.

The people in this org are friendly (except for some, they seem to be kalog but they’re not really that approachable) and so I’ve made new friends from other colleges. I became slightly active but I’m really too shy to go to the org room because I might be out of place. I was there in some of the events and made more friends until I saw this guy from Faculty of Arts and Letters. He was a drummer, he’s funny, by the way he talks and make others laugh, by the way he wears girly clothes, it kinda puts a smile on my face.

I thought he was out of my league because uhhh everyone’s just out of my league. I wanted to befriend him so bad that I always intend to go to org room and hope that he’s there too. I even applied as an executive assistant to the exterior communications for me to have a reason for going to the org room. I decided to put fate on my hands.

to be continued…